i'm hoping so.. to succeed this tedious system. i've always wanted to travel with my knowledge. to do something big, maybe? to serve. countdown to 3 days of hell frightened me and i think almost all the humans here are getting either paranoid or developed OCD ( obsessive compulsary disorder) . no, its not a disease, rather an obssesively-determined habit within a person. around me, they either not sleep for 20 hours everyday to gain that perfect memory of those looonggg lecture notes, or stuck motionless on their sits every single time they sit down. and not to mention, a glued thick edition of Frank Netter atlas within their grabs! sheesh, what's going to happen to me? is there really no hope? haahh.. so people tell me, what's life about when you have to memorize 45 muscles on your face within 1 day, or to study the whole body bones, muscles, nerves, vessels and lymphs within 5 weeks?????? no, i'm not giving up. i'm just depressed. Probably going to be paranoid as well. or maybe im just over reacted. whichever that is. so lets pray and hope, God may You guide me and lead towards peace and right-mindedness. because those 3 days of hell either break you or let you move forward- MEDICAL EXAMINATION.
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