the sun that used to shine..

he once wrote me this, saying that the title is called 'i'll be your light'. i used to call him my sunshine, he was a great buddy back then during our college days though sometimes he could be a jerk.yesterday was his birthday so in remembering him, i am portraying him, here.

I'll Be Your Light

If I was one thing, I would be a candle
Lighting the way so you can handle woes
Not having to fight with your foes
I would help keep you from stumbling over.

If I light your path life is easier
Even with strong winds, my light will never extinct
No matter what I'll be here for you
To cheer you up when you are sad.

Don't be afraid when time gets tough
If things look down or kind of rough
Just remember that I am always here
In your heart near and close

I don't want to hurt anyone
It's not a great thing
But one day you may leave me behind
You may no longer need my light

If one day I did not appear
Do not worry do not fear
I might be gone but in your heart
The light I've given you will never depart.

1.45 a.m 041108 Muhammad Firdaus Yusof~~ Happy Birthday man.

colours

my best friend yasmin always has her own way describing things to me, and always it end up being beautiful things that i kept close in my heart.

september 1st: "just don't give up yet, this is your future now, and you're the one who will mould it, sculpture it, draw it and colour it, your way"

thanks yasmin, for always making it better for me.

kahlil gibran

so this is one of my favourite quotes of him.. sometimes you just get sick abd tired of everything else you just loses all the motivations. well, guess guess, reading his words might just make you..so much better. wink. check it out.

Yesterday is but today's memory, and tomorrow is today's dream.

yesterday was an ordinary day but today i have dreams for tomorrow, from which i wanted so badly to come true. sigh.

does dreams come true?

i'm hoping so.. to succeed this tedious system. i've always wanted to travel with my knowledge. to do something big, maybe? to serve. countdown to 3 days of hell frightened me and i think almost all the humans here are getting either paranoid or developed OCD ( obsessive compulsary disorder) . no, its not a disease, rather an obssesively-determined habit within a person. around me, they either not sleep for 20 hours everyday to gain that perfect memory of those looonggg lecture notes, or stuck motionless on their sits every single time they sit down. and not to mention, a glued thick edition of Frank Netter atlas within their grabs! sheesh, what's going to happen to me? is there really no hope? haahh.. so people tell me, what's life about when you have to memorize 45 muscles on your face within 1 day, or to study the whole body bones, muscles, nerves, vessels and lymphs within 5 weeks?????? no, i'm not giving up. i'm just depressed. Probably going to be paranoid as well. or maybe im just over reacted. whichever that is. so lets pray and hope, God may You guide me and lead towards peace and right-mindedness. because those 3 days of hell either break you or let you move forward- MEDICAL EXAMINATION.

To err, is human

i found the beauty of God creation in learning medicine for these past 3 months! It's amazing to see how such a small embryo to have a complexity beyond humans knowledge or power. to say that i enjoy my life her is not the right thing, but we all are surviving. hah! so more to come and more to come. lalalala